Lord, from now on, let this not be about me trying to understand. Instead, let this be about me and how I will be fine. I want to be fine. I want to stop the hurt and continue living. No matter how many self-help books I read, I know that I will need Your help, so I am asking for it now. Please make me fine. Help me through this. Be my strength when there's none left anymore. Help me clean my heart of the hurt and anger. Let me live the life that I should be living right now. Amen.