The Most Beautiful Picture of the Day

Johms and Khelle

Tonight...

I coughed up blood again. It has been a while since this last happened. I guess the last one was last March. However, I don't feel as scared as before. Actually, I am not scared anymore as I talked myself and Mama into believing that the blood felt like it is coming from my throat (as opposed to my lungs which is what my cardio is saying).

A lot has really changed since I lived a life alone. Sometimes, I am amazed myself at how very little can still throw me off course. It feels like I can live through anything already. I don't get annoyed anymore when plans get canceled. I don't throw a fit anymore when I lose things. I am not afraid of a short life anymore either (but I am hoping for a really long one).

I guess 2010 really is a blessing in disguise.

Status Messages

Bianca
Why do we always fall for the wrong people?

Donna
Sometimes people turn out "wrong" for you when they're not done figuring themselves out.

Rocky
Because they give us a benchmark of whom we can't be together with.

Mimi
Falling for the wrong people helps us know how to create a "right" relationship with an imperfect person.

Myri
Not that they're wrong. maybe they just aren't right for you.

The SMT people have the most sensible things to say. I am privileged to be a part of such a smart group.